I’m writing this with headphones blasting in my ears. I was asleep and awoke but seconds later I was in a trance state. Two people were about to engage (In intercourse ~it’s strange to write this ) they were in a hurry to take off their clothes and determined I’d feel everything they were doing. I panicked but it was like sleep paralysis. I felt like I could feel my mind yelling and trying to wake up. Like I heard the sound. Like I was wrestling with what being was pinning me down and projecting for help. I suddenly felt I need to use the bathroom and after a few moments I woke up. I’m so relieved but there is no way I’m going back to sleep soon.
I saw them. There actual images. Scrawny lighter hued cocaine filled bodies trying to take off their clothes and sleep rape me. My eyes hurt because I’m sleepy but anxiety is forcing them awake against all the rim of my eye sockets. I’m awake now, so I might as well get some work done.
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